4/9/06

// feeling :: sad
// prayer for :: Irwin's family

I came online with a light heart before I saw the news of Steve Irwin. He died, caused by the barb of a sting-ray. Sianz. I think a lot of ppl are gonna miss him cuz he's quite famous..

Condolences to his family..


Anyway...I went out today. Went to CineLeisure with Bryan for a movie, the break-up. I think if you have been reading my blog, you'd be wondering why I'm watching it again. There are no nice movies now, cept for that one. I wanna watch The Devil Wears Prada though. It looks quite nice. And Eragon's coming out soon!

Well first we went to eat at PastaMania. I had the Creamy Chicken. FINALLY I managed to eat pasta. I mean, I've been trying to all this time but juz cant seem to end up with pasta. I loved it but I couldnt finish it -.-

Yeah then Bryan bought a chocolate mousse for me ^_^ first time I'm eating that. Nice nice ~

Uhz..Then watched the movie. Nice. Nicer than the first time I watched it on DVD. The DVD quality was lousy and I couldnt really hear what they were saying. But the movie was unique, as most "love" movies have happy endings, but the guy n the girl didnt end up together.

Well then he sent me home. It was a good day. I enjoyed myself, although I duno how come I was so tired today.

When I came home, I wanted to start blogging, but I remembered that I had planned to listen to Richard Blackaby's sermon on tape. Its on Hearing God's voice. It was great. I loved it.

Then Pst Blackaby said something that struck my heart. He said we all take Jesus as our best friends. But are we good friends to Him? Are we Jesus' best friends?

And do we make empty promises to God. How many times have we said we'd change and be more sensitive to Him, and a week goes by, during which we conveniently forget what we've promised God.

I feel so much closer to God these few days. More sensitive to Him. I guess its good. I realise I dont care anymore about how people think about me and my church. They dont know God like I know God, and they dont love their church the way I do. Cuz church and God is my life. I can take care of myself. They should worry about themselves before they go ahead and put judgement on people's lives.

Maybe it was my fault from the beginning to get them to list down the discomfort with me being "onz" for church. "Onz"...I dont believe that you can be onz for church..its what we should be doing. How can you love someone if you only love their heart, not their body.